somewhere over the rainbow;

Sunday, December 23, 2007

everything has changed (except 1 thing)...
suddenly feel like typing some things here.
worklife has definitely caused a great negative impact on us, and i'm greatly affected by it.
i'm still feeling the hangover and side-effects of all the unhappiness that has happened.
when i hear u mentioned the "uncertainty" that exists, my already heavy heart sank.
the calm,peaceful and emotionless tone of yours, really scares me off.
from that moment, i can see images in my mind, telling me clearly that i've lost.
utterly disappointed and sadden by the fact that i'm so helpless in influencing any of your decisions.
it makes me feel that i'm so insignificant.
there's a strong sense of independence in you, that simply makes me looked abundant.
i've never felt so powerless, and this time round, i've totally admitted that i'm totally defeated.
this is don't know the how many times you mentioned that you need to think over.
there're too many happy times we had before, which seems liked you may sometimes forgotten.
i really missed the old you.

only illusions;

5:09 AM

its really annoying to have met people who are dishonest.yesterday when i went shopping with my mum at bysi,there was tis staff who took the wrong size when we made our purchase & she claim tt we have to do an exchange when i didn't even leave the cashier(while waiting for the other staff to steam iron my clothes) not to say even step out of the store!!! she claim tt she cant give me back my receipt!! what nonsense!!! still dare to tell mi say what onli can key once in the system..OMG..i was fuming & super frustrated with the salesperson's attitude. It was her problem not mine yet she used me to cover her negligence in her job!!!! never met such dishonest people...the maddening thing was i even became their member lor!!!!! must be blind.*slap*

so sorry to be late for almost an hour cos i was caught up by the matter so made dear go hungry..hahaha...

going to go for bbq tmr.. hope it doesn't rain k...ever since the hk trip we seem to have formed a hk clique & all of us are always coming out for gatherings since we came back..haha.surprise surprise..haha..but really glad that we have became closer & know each other better & most impt we have enjoyed our grad trip together!!! haha..but other than jy the rest are all still jobless..haha..jiayou !!! hopefully soon we'll all settle down soon..so let's enjoy our freedom before we get caught up in the rat race.

haven been meeting up with my jc clique hope that they are still doing fine.. really glad for lingling & isen tt they are doing their honours..dun overstress yourselves esp lingling..haha..ken & weiboon must be very busy with gals ya..must rem to study also k boys..jinie..hope tt you have already found job??? shaun..sch should be starting soon ba...good luck...lynette must be enjoying ur time with jy at mas..jiayou..hope smth works out for both of u & must rem to tel me k..haha..

Had a DIY facial with Jo,dear,jy & ben at dear's hse..was fun to see the guys do such therapy..tink it will also be their last time ba...hahha.. but its a good experience guys !!! haha... whats more foc leh.. had the long awaited durian feast with them after that and its cheap cheap good good !!!! YummYyyy..im a durian freak!!!! hahaha...

finally went to Villa Bali after so long thou its drizzling.. and we got lost again & almost went to tuas all thanks to jy!! haha...and i realise that i cant play poker !!!!

to my dear friends..catch up soon ya :) i have all the time in the world to chat over coffee ~~

only illusions;

10:53 PM

today we had another drinking session..thou abit last min but was fun!!! yeah~ jo next time jio earlier so qh can join in the fun..haha..next time round ba qh...

weirdz..dunno how come after our HK trip...all of us become like so close..maybe its feelings develop in tt 1 week...Eeeeee..hahha..but i must say it turned out unexpectedly well !!!!! yeah!!!! good work everyBodY..haha...

hmmm... lost our way again & jy got all the blame as usual..haha & so sinful lor..have to eat supper!!! all cos of him..haaa...and i found out tt im really suay at poker till i get the privilege frm the banker...damN. gotta learn ben buy more amulets..haa.. stronger aura..oops..

chalet upcoming..yeah !!! :)

only illusions;

2:26 AM

i miss hongkong!!!!!!!!!!!! its really happening and lucky the grp of frens i went wif are all fun ppl..haha..lots of interesting things happen....now we have a new clique of frens and our moods are still all so high~~~ haha...really hope to be still in hk now..aww...SLap backed to reality.

went to macau too..the portugese egg tarts are yummy!!! rated:5 stars. xu liu shan sells delicious mango desserts !!! but sad thing was we onli got to try it once..haiii...but the guys triedit twice !! argHhh.. the grp is planning for another trip/gathering soon..yeah..looking forward to meeting u guys again...hahha..gonna upload pics next time...

only illusions;

11:31 PM

2 Rainbows @_@

Ready for Game Drive !! Yeahh..

Cape Town.... table mountain???

Ostrich egg Lamps

SUNRISE !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

~ my toUr maTes ~

Flip-Flopp..* waves*

Handicraft shop..beads dolly

i Love this picture !!

Cable cAr turned Ice-cReam shOp !!! yummy

on top of the world!!! Pretoria City....

** The Majestic Lion **

Baby Cubs - chubby & heavy!!

Foot of Table Mountain wif mUmmy

only illusions;

12:11 AM

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING !!!!!!! muacks....
hope u enjoyed the little surprise and celebration we had today.. hope u like ur pressie..haha..its not smth ex but at least it looks good on u..haha..

starting first will be my SOUTH AFRICA trip... was really a great trip thou i miss dear lots!!! hopefully my daily email could save ur day frm loneliness & sorry for not being there for u on ur last paper.

our grp was alittle suay cos we din get to see the magnificient table mountain cos of the poor weather!! damn!its a MUST see lor..and i din !!! its like not been to Cape Town..haiszz but what to do?? doctor weather is not kind to us...another suay incident is not getting to ride the heli cos its faulty!!!why must it be tt day !! haizzz..but of course in replacement we got ourselves to enjoy the luxurious 6-star hotel high tea!!! yummyy..its really pretty exterior & nice food & desserts !!! so sinful...haha...even the cutlery are so high class la...

get to see the Penguins & seals upclose & went to the cheetah farm..shoe got muddy cos of the rain.sad sad...get a chance to hold the baby cubs but they dun seem to like me cos when i carry them they keep fidgeting and turn to look at me..scared me !!!!

weather was pretty cold at Cape town cos its drizzling.witnessed a snatch-thief and its like very normal to them ..dangerous place especially when we are in jo'burg.got to chat with a SIA pilot when we took a domestic flight to jo'burg..quite interesting thou..weather was so much better sunny & bright at jo'burg!!!!

jo'burg was a nice place...stayed at Mabula game reserve!!! its so enchanting to be able to see a whole sky of stars above me so close yet so far..its reli super close and many many stars!!! the adventurous jeep ride into the wild to get to see the wild animals(impalars,antelope,elephants,lions,giraffee,zebras,rhino,etc) upclose was a once in a life time experience..you can nv get tis in spore!!but the elephants are somehow not as big as i expected. get to see the beautiful sunrise on the game ride too.the ranger couldnt spot the lions at first but after long time finally it appeared..

Meat meat and more meat!!! tried all kinds of wild meat..ostrich,crocodile,kudoo,antelope,springbok!!! all are not tt bad actually esp the crocodile..tastes like ham!!haha...but the sashimi kudoo taste good..haha...fruit juices are superb!!! especially the mango juice..thick & fresh!!!!had omelette & cereals almost everyday.

tried my luck at the casino and i actually won 50Rand on a 10cents game...lucky me...haha...1st time trying my hand on jackpots...not bad thou.went to Gary Players golf course..famous for its Million Dollar tournaments!

had a fun group of ppl travelling wif me and one of the kids can actually perform magic as good as david blaine !!! haha...so he became our entertainment..haha...enjoyed everyon's company on the trip..yeah !

previously had a good gathering with my jc friends to celebrate nette & weiboon's bdae..had a fun & enjoyable day out after not meeting them for quite some time..haha..had dinner at crystal jade & later at mines cafe..gotta get the pics frm jinie so i can upload them..haha

exams are finally over nd its time to look for a job!!! guess service industry is in the prime now..and pay rise..so gonna try my luck applying for these jobs...haha

going Hongkong soon and hope tt it will be enticing & fun cos its my Graduation trip wif my frens!!! yeahhhh....maybe we'll be gg macau /shenzhen..yeahhh...lots of planning to do..gotta plan wif the rest on wed....haha..its so exciting and im looking forward to travelling wif my frens..cos dear will be taking areoplane for the 1st time!!!! haha..worried tt he will be too excited on the plane..haha...happy happy:)

thats all for now..ciaozz ..will upload my pics when i get back my photos frm the photoshop..

only illusions;

11:53 PM

finally exams are over for me.. dear has 2 more to go.. JiaYou !!! it will be over soon very fast... time flies before u even noe it!!!

tis yr exams seem to very stressful cos all of us are trying to meet our targets...but some papers are quite challenging i tink.. hai.. nothing more i can do le.. lets hope for the best outcome ba..

NO more exams in my life again !!!..can start to plan for my S. Africa & Hongkong trip !!!gotta start packing my luggage le.. YEah... GSS is also here.. so lots of shopping to do and i dun mind spending the whole day shopping meeting friends for coffee,etc. that's life man !!! :)

meeting up wif jc frens tmr for bdae celeb(wb & nette)...so long din catch up wif them already. im planning to have a haircut for the new start of work life.. gota start looking for job soon... but have no idea what job i want yet...hmmmm...

only illusions;

6:03 PM