i realised a lot of things about myself throughout these years of growing up..i like to sing a lot but i'm not gifted by a good voice..sometimes i like to play with my voice recorder and start to record some own singing, but i realised that everytime i playback to listen to it, it simply sucks..then i will think about something that years back when i'm in primary school days, my music teacher condemned me that she once told me :"i don't think u should pursue music, u can't even grasp the technique of playing a recorder properly..."... that time didn't realise that actually i quite like music, so i never really being bothered by her words..but as years goes by, i realise actually i quite like music and regret never really take efforts to learn at least 1 music instrument by hard..priority to piano,drums,guitar etc..and maybe from young i should take up proper music lessons..but as i said, if i'm not gifted, then maybe no matter how hard i learn, i may not succeed..other than this, i realised that i have many regrets in life which i can't really determine or have control over it, for example, i would like to be taller, but i can't decide whether how tall i can be what..i like to be attractive, but again i don't have a handsome face and i also cannot decide how good-looking i want myself to be, i'm borned with this face and stuck with it forever bah...too many things unsatisfactory for me to say, the list is too long..i'm lazy by nature..i'm a time waster..good-for-nothing usually is used to describe rich shao ye, borned with a golden spoon in the mouth, only need to spend money throughout his life..so to put it short, i'm worse, i'm a good-for-nothing poor guy...haha