somewhere over the rainbow;

Monday, March 20, 2006

Don't really know why but i just wanna ask sorry to jy,ben & liansoon for disturbing their studying. (Really mean it guys, just an apology for jioing u all mj whereby we all should be working hard studying for final exams). Suddenly feel guilty and full of thoughts (maybe due to a whole day of hu si luan xiang). All 3 of them replied me the same thing, saying that they are studying and i indeed should feel ashamed. Last time i used to talk to jy about my xin shi, but i realised i don't have the courage to say anymore. I tend to hide from my problems nowadays. I try to avoid and don't face up to my problems. Another thing may be i feel that i should not bother jy about my problems because everyone has their own problems. But i realised jy has changed. Can't really say is turned for better or worse, just feel that he's different from the jy i knew more than a year ago. That's normal i guess. Anyway bro, thanks for being there for me to listen to my crapping and bullshit all these while.

only illusions;

5:12 PM